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cieply:

i wanna talk about it but i really dont wanna talk about it


Artist: Pentimento

coldxrain:

"Just go" you said. "Not forever, just for now".
But what’s the difference?
What’s the difference? What’s the point?
Let’s be honest. You already had your mind made up
Before I even had the chance to plead my sorry case.
But it’s okay.

So yesterday I woke up at 5am, crying. I did not even want to get out of bed, but I did and went to work. 

I locked myself in the room for the night and didn’t talk to anyone. Then this morning I woke up and did not want to get out of bed either. I did though and I went to work. 

I asked to go home early yesterday and my boss laughed at me. Then I asked today and she asked why. So I sat down in the office with her and told her the truth. She simply told me to clock out and go home, we’ll talk when I come back. So I tried to justify things but she wasn’t having it. I clocked out and left. 

I now have a therapy appointment at 3pm. I am excited, but nervous. I am so scared as to what is going on. I used to be fine, I could always pick myself up and out of my funks. Not this time. I keep getting in deeper and deeper. 

I am not trying to lose my job and everything I have just because of a few bad days. 

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